Saturday, August 25, 2007

Voices in my Head


Voices in my head, screaming out my name.
Telling me the future, telling me of pain.
Filling me with hopelessness, filling me with shame.
I do not want to listen, I cannot take the blame.
Voices in my head, pleading with my mind.
Telling me of suffering, whispering of death.
Filling me with sadness, the emptiness I find.
I wish that I could help them, with each and every breath.
So I lift my eyes to Heaven, and try to do my part.
And give to God the suffering, that weighs upon my heart.
I pray the Angels comfort them, and carry them above.
Easing all their burdens, filling them with love.
Voices in my head, dripping with disease.
Telling me their problems, asking for release.
Filling me with restlessness, I only want to please.
I cannot take your burdens, I cannot give you ease.
Voices in my head, Why do you speak to me?
Telling me your sorrows, and all your broken dreams?
Filling me with heavyiness, that drags me to my knees.
Tears stream down my face, as I listen to your screams.
And I lift my eyes to Heaven, and try to do my part.
And give to God the suffering, that weighs upon my heart.
I pray the Angels comfort them, and carry them above.
Easing all their burdens, filling them with love.
Voices in my head, I'm not the one you need.
I'm telling you of Angels, of love, and joy,and peace.
I can only try to help, to find that which you seek.
I cannot do it for you, I cannot give surcease.
So lift your eyes to Heaven, and try to do your part.
And give to God the suffering, that weighs upon your heart.
I pray the Angels comfort you, and carry you above.
Easing all your burdens, Filling you with love.

4 comments:

S.B. September 5, 2007 at 2:19 PM  

I think this was the most difficult of all of them. Almost a sense of captivity. And wonderful that it almost seems to be shared captivity, or something close to it.

chardonnay September 5, 2007 at 4:56 PM  

If you only knew.....

Anonymous February 14, 2008 at 9:24 PM  

OMG! Chardonnay, this is absolutely beautiful, heartfelt, deep, intense, and painful! :wub:

Everything you mentioned I have felt, and I'm still feeling! Your words flow so easily, they have a litte melody...I can hear it as I read... BEAUTIFUL poem! :wub: :rah:

chardonnay February 15, 2008 at 3:47 AM  

Thank you Zayury! This poem was actually the beginning of myhealing process. It was in no way easy to write. I think it took me about 4 hours. And I was bawliong the whole time, and shaking to the core. But when I finished. I felt so much better.

Now if only I could remember to follow my own advise!!! LOL!!

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