What Friendship Isn't

What Friendship Isn't
I like to try to make you smile,
and diminish all your fears.
but when it comes to how I feel,
most of you disappear.
The shoulder I provide for you,
has never had a price.
But when I need to talk,
you all act so surprised.
Other people have problems too,
and need someone to lean on.
But when I reach that moment,
I find that all of you are gone.
The only thing I can conclude,
is that you just don't care.
And the indifference that I found,
I find I cannot bear.